She is DAMN PATHETIC

yes I'm Stupid, Sir !

2009-04-01T19:54:00.028+08:00

HELLATRUE! XD

I have been participating EARTH HOUR :)

2009-03-28T23:28:00.008+08:00

I'm soo damn excited !!

Yeah guys. it was really really FUN for being the one that have been participate in earth our! It's like I just do something big for our mother earth hihi *I LOVE YOU OM BUMI*.

When me and my sister are compete each other to turn off all the lights in our house; that was really really fun and exciting hihi *and yeah I'll be the winner*. Next, my mom was mumbling on and told me that if I can't stop to yelling out and dancing, she won't allowed me to turn off the lights at 8.30 pm. And yet, that's made me stop yelling out + dancing and trying to keep silent *just for a few momments haha*

Finally.. when it comes to 8.30 pm, all the lights in my house had been off. YEHAAAA WE ARE CELEBRATING EARTH HOUR BEYBEH ! But then, the nightmare comes when my little sister started crying too loud because she was totally scared with the darkness. Oh God Damn, she has automatically ruined the event. Because of that my mom ordered me to turn on the light in our living room gzzzzz can't stop to grumbled :((

EARTH HOUR 2009

*earth hour in Chicago 2008*

*wewww it seems that people in the other country are sooo aware with the Earth Hour (claps) so kuul*

And oh yeah, I would like to thanks to all of my friends in plurk.com that have been so excited to join the earth hour. They helped me a lot, entertain me with their silly opinion, shares our story while we face the earth hour and soo many moree... AHH.. did I say that I love PLURKING soo much ? It's like that we already become a one big family without getting to know each other first :)

When the earth hour has finished, we still talked about it. We feel so excited and can't wait for the next earth hour. haha. And then we start to congrats each other and feel compeletly proud coz we have been participating to helping the earth :DD . Ah-haaa sooo foolish and childish!! Thanks for being such a good friend of mine, guys *hugs + kisses*

Aaahhh start to feel sleepy right now. But still waiting for his call :)) hihi. my SUPER boyfriend hurry up, call me, I'm soo damn misssing youuuu... mmuah mmuah :X

see you around guys!!

100 QUESTIONS - Part 1 :D !

2009-03-28T15:30:00.020+08:00

Ok.. QUESTIONS again!! Ha-ha.

I love answers all the question that I've got from Internet ah well actually from Google Search Engine *thanks lotty lottly lot google*.

I love googling :D !

Well , let's start .
1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?

Nope! I’ve never receive one but damn excited to receive it in the next 10 years lol :DD

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP:

The current one even tough it’s a long distance relationship but still we fight for it

3. EVER DROPPED A MOBILE PHONE?

Of course, several times hihihi

4. WHEN’S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?

Can’t remember ): rarely

5. THINGS YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON:

Dunno and actually I don’t spend a lot of money, in fact I’ve never have a lotty money to spend.Well a pity high school girl tells her story lmao
*hahahha this one is really funny lolrotf*
6. LAST FOOD YOU ATE:

Fried rice with a lot of ketchup and tomato sauce... Mom thanks for being such a great cooker (:

7. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX:

Hhmm to be honest, looks will always be the first that matters in the first occasion.

8. ONE FAVORITE SONG:

Right now I’ve been crazy in love with Super Junior. Everyday and in every space time I always listen their songs! Super Junior is a boyband from Korea and for God’s sake…they are really hooott!! Go check it on youtube and you will realize how hottie they could be.

"the third boy in the pic (count it from above, left side) it's my favourite :D . Kim Ki Bum , my prince charming !!*
9. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:

telkomsel AS

10. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND(S):
About a few weeks ago.. yeahh I rarely meet my best friends. We are separated by the wide ocean, though. That’s make me feel miserable sometimes coz I probably don’t have one figure to share out my story, grumbling on or just screamin’ out my fuckin problem. That’s bad you know when you feel like the sadness bang out in you heart and you wanted to cry and hold someone for refresh up your soul but then you fully realize you didn’t have one that would hold you, listening ur story and then shed away ur tears. Oh well, That’s my problem. But we often meet online for sure :D so try to be tough then.

*oh yeah babe , side by side or miles apart, you both are always close to my heart :)*

11. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HAD:

This one could be the biggest lie I've ever had. I was lie with my boyfriend a few months later. That’s really bad, REALLY REALLY BAD. I even couldn’t think why I did that fuckin thing. That’s disgusting. I’m such an asshole bitch, I guess.. At that time, I thought my boyfriend would never forgive me but then miracle comes. He forgives me. *Ah yeah he always forgives me for sure.* He said that it’s ok,human are not perfect and do the stupid things at least once in their life. Weww he is so mature, kind , and sooo humble. God, how I love him!

12. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

Brunettes of course... ahaha.. Well some people always say that blondes’ girls are stupid and dumbie so I prefer to choose brunettes over blondes. Oh yeah, Paris Hilton is a blonde icon right? And she didn’t look nice either.

13. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?

Hahhaaha job? I’m just a student. And yeah sometimes I do homework. But overtimes math has it own power to messes me up.

14. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?

Sometimes..hihi.. But yeah it’s better to just use your brain. Yeah be rational babe :X , how can the stars makes your wish comes true?

15. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

It depends. If my only exposure was to the bad side of me, I probably wouldn’t. Well who wants to be friends with a selfish girl, a little bit freaky and have a low anger management like me? Ha-ha. But in the main, I’d like me and think I was a good girl *gone bad*. Oh well just hoping.

16. DO LOOKS MATTER?

Of course like I told you before looks always matters. Even tough it doesn’t always mean looks could define you to be friends with others.

17. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Hahaha I have a low anger management so overtimes I couldn’t stop my self to just crying or shouting or breaking out ssomething when I was mad. And some friend says that I was too awful when got angry lolrotf

18. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
If there’s a tone of milk and sugar in there, yeah I'll like it :D

*weww... yummy !! hardly wait to taste it lol*

19. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE?

A professional public relation. Yeah some people say that it’s weird, pretty strange to be a PR. And yet, it doesn’t give you plenty of money. But honestly, not money that makes me want to be a PR it’s all about their job. I love it, communicating with others, promote something. Ahhhh at least I just love talking with others. That’s the only talent that I have :D . Oh well just wish me luck then.

20. ARE YOU SMILING?

The question made me smile though *lmao*

*woww the piano can also laugh. kool :D*

21. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?

Ah yeah, I’m tired of missing him. It’s a…pretty complicated you know. When you really want to meet him, when you obviously need him to hold you or just stay by your side and WOPS look at the fact, he couldn’t come. He just too far away :(

22. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO JAIL?

NOOOO and wish that it will NEVER be.

to be continued..

H - O - M - E - W - O - R - K :) !

2009-03-26T21:06:00.018+08:00

the rules :

1. list 10 of your bad habits or 10 things you hate

2. mention the reason why for each statement

3. after finishing your list, tag another 10 bloggers

By doing this we can see what kind of bad things and bad habits are the most mentioned by bloggers, and hopefully will make bloggers conscious about it and leave those habits behind.

*crazy for homework LOLROTF*

1. Have a low anger management

Yeah I’m the one that a freaky emotional. I don’t know what makes me become sooo awful when I was angry. Trust me it’s better to just leave me alone than sees me breakin’ out something, screamin out loud like crazy or just crying a river for slip off of my confidante. Yeah, it always becomes a nightmare when we talk about my tempers.

2. I’m not an organized person

yeah truthfully that’s true. I’m not discipline and love to fiddling out something important. As an example, there’s a math exam tomorrow and I know I’m SO DAMN STUPID in Math. But besides try to understand about math’s stuff I prefer to just blogging, plurking , facebooking or just surfing on the internet to see what's happening right now. Well, that’s freak. I’m a totally loser.

3. When I’m crazy for someone it always means that I can’t control myself.

OK, here, someone not always means my boyfriend or someone I’ve got crush on him but it often means my favorite artist or a handsome boy that I’ve know from internet or magazine or yeah somewhere. Like a few days ago, I've been crazy in love with one personal of Super Junior *boyband from Korea* and his name is Ki Bum *click to see his pic* Arghh I’ve even can’t describe how I been crazy for him. I was searching all fact, all images and all video about him in internet all day loongg. And will screamin loud or hit on the desk when I saw his adorable smile or his hottie dance while I saw him on youtube. Because of that My Mom was angry with me because I was screaming out too loud and disturb her activity. Oh yeah Mom, he just soooooo HOT *look, I get crazy again*

4. Math always ruins my day
my un-favorite lessons in school is automatically MATH. I don’t even know why but I’ve never love anything that related with MATH. Well to be honest I’VE JUST NEVER UNDERSTAND ANYTHING ABOUT MATH. When I have to face math lessons in school all that I can do is just sitting and listening. And sometimes, crying.
*gzzzzz*
Oh God, How I HATE MATH.

5. Sucker for romance but CAN’T be romantic

A-ha, here it comes. I’m really a sucker, fanatic, maniac or always been crazy for ROMANTIC things. I’ve ever nibble my lips and yell out while see a guy kisses a girl in youtube and trust me that scene really seems soo romantic. Yeah in fact I’m such a cracky person when it comes to the romantic things. BUT the problem is I CAN’T BE ROMANTIC. I couldn’t say romantic words or just do romantic things for my boyfriend. When I have to say “I love you” or something like that to my boyfriend, I will notice that my heart will beat so fast and my lips locked. I even can’t say those words arghhh!!

6. I dont like insect

yeah, they always scared me.

7. I usually blame myself for the unimportant things
Oh yeah, even though it such a potty problems like I forgot to say some words when talked with other which Is I start to consider that those words is important when I have done talked with them orr just forgot to truly exploit the moment when just me and my boyfriend that matters and when I reached home I will regret my stupid behavior or things that I didn’t do like “Arghh why I don’t try to kiss him once again” orr whatever. Yeah, pathetic.
8. I hate arrogant person
Yeah you know… people that consider she/he is in the top of the world or the most influential person or the most important things in the world and overcome the others or just assume that the other people are honoring them. Oh well get a life hunniee!!
9. I love kiss but rarely to be kissed by him

Ah yeah, that’s bad isn’t it? Ha-ha
*cute china doll!*
*kiss suggested as the warmest way to express your feelings. yep, that's pretty accurate*

10. For me, MOOD it’s all that matters
I have a rollercoaster mood. It’s always ups and down. When it comes to ups, I feel soo cheerful, happy and energetic, laugh wherever I can and often joking but woppsss when it changed to down, I will look so horrible. Scary face, bad temper and roar when you’ve disturb me. Oh yeah baby, when I was angry I’m look like a terrible lioness

and yeahhh here it comes the 10 bloggers :

1. Sarah

2. Baby Kei

3. Dek Fitri

4. Dek Rahmi

5. Y

6. O

7. U

8. Yeah YOU

9. If you have finished read this HOMEWORK

10. Do this and post it in ur blog

:D .

LOVE QUIZ (yeah quiz again)

2009-03-25T17:02:00.007+08:00

Hurray!! Got a new quiz finally! I've got this when I was browsing in the internet especially with google search engine and here it comes, the quiz was come from whenever.com jiahhaha :D .

ukey, it's not important from where this quiz came,

just want to refresh up my mind with fill this mm what can I say? a love quiz maybe ? yeah whatever..

yeappp, let's start then :) .

20 LOVE QUESTIONS

) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty
*Taken by my SUPERB boyfriend hihihi.. And hey what’s you mean with naked haha :DD

2) Are you happy with that?
* BIG OF COURSE!

3) Would you kiss your ex?
* ewww kiss my ex ? That’s such a disgusting thing that I’ve never did.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
*Of course I have, I’m just a normal person that once had a broken hearted. But I survived it and look at me now, I'm soo much better without him :D LOL

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
* positively NOT!

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
*hahaha never

8) Do you want children?
*Absolutely !

9) How Many?
* 2 should be lovely

10.) Would you consider adoption?
* It depends from the situation. We never know what will happen in the future. Well, maybe I wouldn't have a child in the future with my husband and the last choice for us is adopted child. And it’s ok with me as long as my future husband agreed with it *wuidiihhh daleemm*

11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
* It’s up to them

12) Do you want someone you can’t have?
* I do. I want Edward Cullen *and yeahh Bella Swan don't be mad, I'm just joking*

13) Have you fallen in love?
* of course! I’m deeply in love right now =)

14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
* totally yeah!

15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
* I’ll do anything for the one I love *and when I say for the one I love it always means HIM!!*

16.) Is it a good day?
* not really actually...mm..such a bad day. MATH has ruined my day grrr

17) Have you ever broken a heart before?
* hihi yepp

18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
* maybe I dunno and I don’t wanted to know about that weird thing. When I broke up with someone it means that I won’t care with him ANYMORE, our relationship was ended.

19) Do you still have feelings for them?
* BIG NO NO!

20) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
* I do believe. I’m in a long distance relationship right now and I think it such a good things for us because we can learn to be patient and trust each other. I just consider this as a test for us to examine how strong our love could be :DD .

anddd it finished.

haha , what do you think ? is it nice ? mmm don't think so ?

but yeah like I told ya before, it's up to me whatever crap that I've wrote. hehe :D.

arghh gotta go right now, my mom asked me to accompany her to go to somewhere, well don't really care actually. just wanted to go out and get some fresh air, it's really sucks me up to just stay at home all day longg.

oh yeah ,

catch ya later, hunnie

Earth Day

2009-03-25T15:02:00.008+08:00

Barusan browsing2 menjelajah internet sambilan blogwalking dan barulaaahh kuketahui bahwa tanggal 28 Maret 2009 adalah Hari Bumi!! Ahahahha betapa wong katronya diriku.

Dan pas tadi barusan mampir di ilovebudu.blogspot.com poster ini kutemukann..

ah, ayo sama sama padamkan lampu rumahmu :D .

recent update :

wopss barusan nyadar kalo ilovebudu.blogspot.com itu blognya orang Malaysia yang membahas tentang hal hal yang berbau Islam. jadi bagi siapa yang tertarik, silakan mampir aja yah :) *promosi blog orang*

Surviving a Long Distance Relationship

2009-03-24T17:17:00.016+08:00

I've NEVER say that it's easy to endure in a long distance relationship atw PJJ atw LDR atw pajero dan dll dsb dst ect. Well, it's never been so easy like others says. It's always be irritated and for sure, its really HIGHLY SUCKS. Especially for me, yeah, as an ordinary teenage girl. Well, many people say that it's amazing, a miracle to me for surviving long distance relationship. They will look excited and then shouted like this "Wahh Dilaa masih sama Iak? Gile, hebat dah, padahal PJJ!" or the annoyed one, "Hah?? Bisa ya? Orang kayak kw La? GA NYANGKA AKU! KASIAN IAK" Oh well, just shut up.

My God, what happen with all these people ? Are they really think that long distance relationship isn't working ?

*oh yeah baby hit the keypad and send this messagge to ur loved one please*

Honestly, emang susah banget buat ngejelanin pajero. Particularly bagi para mahluk mahluk di luar sana yang seneng meng-underestimate pasangannya atau yg terlalu overreacted *dikit dikit neting, dikit dikit cemas, dikit dikit khawatir, dikit dikit kentut* oh yeah I'm totally joking with the last one. Intinya, yang paling SANGAT gila gilaan dibutuhkan dari long distance relationship *versi saya* ini adalahhhh jereng jereng jeng jeng jeng PULSA HAPE YANG CUKUP BANYAK ! Yak, apa , budek lu ? Gua ulangin coy, PULSA !! PULSAAAA PULSAAAA ARGHHH !

Aku pake provider telkomsel kartu AS dan pada awal awalnya aku ngejalanin LDR ini, TELKOMSEL bertingkat sangat sangat kancrut dan KAMPRUT ! Gila aja , pulsa 10 rebu cuman bisa nelpon 24 menit! 24 menit!! can you imagine that ? Ditambah lagi kadang kadang, jaringannya sangsut, sinyal ilang ilang , suara ga kedengaran dan untuk beberapa menit the situation always been like this :

me : Hallo ?? Hallooo ? Wooyy Wooyy !! Haloo ?!! Paaakkk OYYY !!!

him : Halo ? Astaghfirullah.. Hallo ? Kedengeren ga ? Argghhhh..HALLO ?!

yeah kinda pathetic emang.

*in phone, almost everyday in every lonely night :(*

But fortunately, akhir akhir telkomsel engga bertingkah sekejam sehina sekancrut sekampret seBADSHIT dulu. Udah agak baekkan DIKIT. Soalnya kmaren malem pas aku nelponin dia selama 30 menit pulsa aku cuman berkurang kira kira 3000an saja ahuahuahuahua GILA ALLAHU AKBAR BAHAGIA SEKALI ! Pas aku ngabarin dia, kita berdua teriak teriak kegirangan untuk beberapa saat, seneng, happy, excited, loncat loncat *lebay* arghh dodol dureeennn POKOKNYA SEMUANYA dehh. Finally bisa puas berjam jam ngobrol ampe kuping lepas!! Buat yang pake kartu AS juga dan belon denger kabar nelpon rumah ini, silakan klik ini.

*yeah, waiting for April 17th babe :X*

Ember, long distance relationship emang SUCKS *seperti kata raditya dika* . Everytime you see something which brings out a ‘wow’ from you, you will terribly miss your loved one and wish there were here to share this *seperti yang sangat sangat SANGAT sering terjadi pada diriku yang malang ini*

Well sebenarnya the question to ask is not wheter long distance relationship work, but whether you want to make it work.

Tapi emang sih, S-U-S-A-H B-A-N-G-E-T buat make it work.

oh yeah baby, who the hell that says long distance relationship is so much easier than short distance relationship ?

a quick update from me :)

2009-03-20T20:46:00.009+08:00

yeah , so much better than before, udah lebiihh mendingan dari yang dulu2 , udah bisa ketawa , senyum , berak2 hahahha :DD yah the point is I could survive to pass the mm what can I say ? the hardest thing in my life?? haha , am I just too exaggerated this time ? wakakakaka :)

sekarang aku lagi di Ohlala abis muter muterin mall seharian kayak orang bego barengan fams. terus sempet menggila bareng ama ranti & merry , nongkrong ga jelas di A&W sambilan minum milkshake , muter muter ga jelas keliling mall, tertawa tawa ria , bergokil gokil bergembira bersama dan akhirnya nyasar di photo box jiahahahha =)

daaaann sekarang aku dengan sukses terdampar di Ohlala bersama si setan jin Bang AYI', ahh malang nian nasibku! tapi ga apa deh, yang penting ditraktrir caramel latte ama dia, hehe . Makasih bang , TUMBEN baek .

some pic :

*laughed together*

*bang ayi' emang jelek*

cerita tentang si jin bang Ayi' :

Nickname dari seorang lelaki berwajah pas pasan dengan tubuh kurus ceking ini adalah Armando Santiago karena dia piawai dalam berakting LEBAY dan ALAY *gila!* Hobinya ..hobinya? Apa ya ? Kentut barangkali , aku kurang tau juga. Pokoknya dia adalah seorang manusia tidak tau malu dengan rambut keriwil ikal mie sedap trus seneng banget make celana pendek sepaha dengan bulu kaki tersembul dimana-mana *cem bagos jak*. Ahh ahhh ahhh ga jelas.

terus kak emma ama bang acok *pacarnya* datengg terus took some pictures bareng kak emma.. di bwah itu yang paling ciamik fotonya :

*sisterhood?*

daaannnnnn sekaraangggg datanglah si Adan dan Bang Jeffrry *yeahh baru pertama kali liat sebelumnya cuman kenal di ym plus fb doangg ternyata aslinya lebih asyik!*

ahh udah ah bosen ngebacot ,

mo santai2 dulu ,

ni giliran Bang Ayi' mo pake laptop..

yeahh see u later then :)

Bye Bye MY BELOVED GRANDMA

2009-03-16T21:40:00.013+08:00

So many tears dropped

Wishing, hoping she never leaves

All we ever wanted

Was a miracle, to keep her alive

But then we realize that her time has come.

She was gone.

the pic of me and grandma 2 years ago :

My Beloved Grandma,

I realize you'll be leaving, a peaceful place you'll be,

You've been my friend, my confidante, so special to my heart

And Selfishy I must admit, I'm not ready to face this.

Your calling out of loved ones names, from your very past

They all must be awaiting, Your coming home at last.

As I gently hold your hand, It's time for you to go,

I Love you and will miss you, more than you'll ever know.

My Beloved Grandma,

I think this is the time for saying goodbye.

I always pray for your happiness.

Once again I would like to say,

I LOVE YOU uwan..